Sunday, September 4, 2011

thank you

For over a year I have been struggling.  I have allowed something to eat away at my soul.  There have been tears, anxiety, anger, confusion, and days where I can’t seem to put one foot in front of the other.  I have tried to let go but I would find my self still clinging, trying to hold to any strand that I could find.

I have been blessed with friends and family who have broken down the walls and found their way into my heart.  They have listened, supported, hugged, and allowed me to share my struggle and trial with them. Without them I would still be walking down a dark, painful, road.

The trial is over.  I have finally let go.  I am sure there will still be days that I struggle every now and again. I am moving forward and no longer looking back.  I have done what I can do.  I am not sure if there is more I should do but I am no longer going to worry about that.  I am shifting my focus.  I am changing my perspective.  I have fully let go.

Thank you to those who have broken down my walls.  Thank you to those who have listened to me, provided support and encouragement.  I could not stand tall today without you.  I could not have let go without you.  Your words of encouragement, your words of support, and your listening ear have meant more than I can ever express.  Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

(For those who wonder what my “struggle” has been I am choosing not share the details beyond what this post has alluded to.  I apologize for being vague.  Please know my marriage is fine, my job is going well, and motherhood is the same challenge it has always been.  Thank you so much for your understanding.  XOXO)

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